2011

Happy New Year's Eve!
2011 is almost finished. What have I done?? It was a so-so year! I'll think about it in another time. Let me put some photos from last night.

I went to the last party in club red 2011. I arrived there at 3:30 though. The party was almost finish and...

Mr.C.S.B. from O.B.P. was dead!!lol Good ending for this year! This describes how was the year 2011. Yes, nice pic!

While waiting C.S.B. comes to life again, we had nothing to do and...

Hmm.. This one also describes this year. Nice pic. And DJ LAZY went further away and...

I burst out laughing. This is how we kill time. Yes, nice pic. And then there was a late comer, Evil Eyes finished work.

He's got a new tattoo on his neck. An evil eye on Evil Eyes.

Well done! That's good. That's nice finish of 2011. Silly people killing time in the end of the year. That's all.

Wish Everyone A Happy New Year!!

Weekend Weekend, What I Like The Best!

Weekend has come! Yey! Tonight, I'm going to a small party at my friend's place and after that...

ZEROSICK organized by O.B.P. ←check their blog!

That will be BIG party!! They do this party once in a couple of months regularly and it's the best party ever. Well, the best in Okazaki which is very small town though it doesn't matter!lol  I'm looking forward to how many tequila and champagne bottles they're going to have. Oh, don't count me in. I'm observer. Cheap drunker. One shot is more than enough for me!

Anyways, I really like the party since many of my happy people are coming! They're a positive motivating force within my liiife♪

I'd never heard this version. But she's so cool! R.I.P. Aaliyah. I'm going to party with your song tonight!

I'll report tonight's party if i'm not too lazy! :P

Lazy lazy lazy... Nooooo!!

It's difficult to keep up something. I really respect who write their blog everyday! I had 5 days off and I did nothing but chillaxing!!

I went to friends place, chatting, listening to music, eating... till morning and go to bed in the after noon life for 5 days!! Do you think it's wasting time? That's right! I think so too. But it's fun! Fun thing is the best in my life! Uh, I went to part time job for 3 days. Alright, then.

I have work tomorrow after 5 days off and I feel so lazy! Not good, not good. I should look forward to working tomorrow. Words have power!

Well,,, "Yeah! Finally I have work tomorrow! I have waited so long! Let's work! It's my pleasure! Yahooo!!" ....Done.

Autumn has come

We went to Korankei to enjoy the autumn leaves with TsubasaMr, Jay-san and Joanna. I and TsubasaMr go to there every autumn. Korankei is the best place to enjoy the autumn leaves from where we live.

At the time we got there, it had been already dark. First of all, before we see autumn leaves, we had to feed ourselves since we saw a line of stalls. There is some kind of magic power in stalls on a festival day. You can't help queuing.

I found Shiro-Koro Hormone there. For the people who have just got no idea and wondered "What's that?!", it's broiled piece of pig innards according to my dictionary. ...Do you think that it's horrible? Actually, it's not. It's so delicious and contains a lot of collagen that makes your skin better! What a nice food it is. It is worth trying!

Yum Yum Innards♡

After that we went to see the day's main objects, autumn leaves. 

It was so beautiful even though it was not red enough. There were full of colored maple leaves and we saw some flying squirrels were flying between the trees. I felt a peaceful deep Japanese atmosphere. I proud of my own nationality! I hope to go somewhere to see autumn leaves again this weekend before the amazing autumn scene ends.

A New Life Brings A New Life

One of my friends have had the baby. A new life was born.

My friend Eri and I went to hospital to celebrate the birth of their first daughter. The new mother Amy is our friend since high school. At that time, we had never been able to imagine actually having a baby. But there she is. A new life.

When we came into the room, she was changing her baby's diaper with her happiest smile. There were her parents in the room and they were also with smile that can't be happier for their granddaughter. It was a great moment. We were so happy as well and said congrats.

Then Amy started talk about her childbirth story. I knew some for knowledge, but it's different to hear from my friend mouth. How pain, how long, and sweet story of her sweet husband during labor and the moment that the baby was born. Some were unbelievable, some were really touched. And it also showed how she changed. Her face turned into be a mother.

However, as for me, it's still unimaginable that I'm having a baby though reality is facing me. The reality means, I am 26 year-old, woman, some friends got married and some had baby... My grandma started asking me "When are you going to have a baby?". That's the reality.

But I consider that I don't, well, I can't have a baby yet. For the reason, I want to go to New York in a year for a year or so besides I want to travel around. There are many places that I want to visit, many things that I want to see. For another reason, I don't think I can really take care of my baby.  I don't think I can save money for diapers, quit smoking, drinking and clubbing at night what I like the best! In other words, I'm not ready to love my baby more than myself!

Do you think I'm lonely? But I mean, just not yet.

Having baby is a start of new life. A blessed new life into your life. It changes what you like, what you hate, and what you love means everything. I am not ready to change. I have something to do before the change. Though I don't know if I ever get ready. Not yet. But maybe someday.

Therefore I respect mothers! I wish Amy, her husband and her sweet little princess happiness in everyday!