Good Morning!!

 I slept very well after 35 hours awake. I couldn't have sweet dreams the day before night, I mean morning. I went to a meeting and work without any sleep and I was exhausted. But it wasn't a bad day at all.

 I had a really good news. My iPod came out from my trouser pocket! Yes!! I couldn't be happier at that time. How  simple I am. But see? Next day of a bad day, should be a good day and it was. And I proved that bad days make good days. Don't you think? Hmm, it's better to have good days without bad day, but life is not as easy as that.  And it is called Up And Down that make our life more fun, interesting and spicy!

Uh, it is way too serious. It is a great song though, I'm talking about him, my love.

I'll keep holding on.

Sometimes, there are times I can not sleep

Today wasn't a very good day. First of all, I lost my i pod. My plan for night was canceled. And now I can not get to sleep, besides I have meeting from this morning.  I know life goes up and down.  Tomorrow should be a good day. Good night. Uh, it is already morning though. I hope I can have sweet dreams for 2 hours. sigh.

Encounter

We did some more things in New York.

We went to Broadway to see a show. It was hard to pick one but we choose classic musical, Mamma Mia.

To be honest, it wasn't that attractive for myself at first and I had rather see other modern musical as I am not very interested in ABBA and thought it was too old fashioned. But actually I was wrong. You should not hold it cheap. After the show, I couldn't stop singing songs of ABBA on the street since I turned into a dancing queen! Well, I'm susceptible to influence. Classics are always the best!

Meanwhile I & Eri were really into the musical, there was a girl sleeping very peacefully bought a  $70 ticket right next to us. It was Mina.lol  We woke her up but it didn't worked. We talked about our favorite scenes after the show and Mina's was the scene big moon was on the stage that was the last of last of the show. Such a lovable girl!

My most important thing when I go to abroad is going clubbing. But it is hard to find out good clubs in abroad.We searched for it beforehand on the internet and got lost. Then we met a guy wearing a very big black hat in a subway told us how to get the place. And he also recommended us a good club that he was going to that night. The place was called "BAR 13" and the music was drum'n' base which I don't really listen to usually. So we decided to go to the hip-hop and R&B club that we were supposed to go. We said thanks and bye to him, and headed to the place. 

But there was a trouble we couldn't get in. We didn't understand and know why, the doorman just said "Today is a private party, you won't be able to get in." even though we searched for the party on the internet.  We depressed after all the way through. We thought going back to the hostel but it's a New York night. We made up our mind to go to "BAR 13". It was right decision for me.

There was a small club has 2 floors and full of interesting people. And we met the black hat guy again and thanked him again. We, well, mainly I, because other two girls are not really in to music actually, had a great fun at the place even there wasn't my type of music. In reality it was the best night in New York for me. I went to other 2 clubs during the trip but Bar 13 was the best since it was proper local New York club, and people all loved music.

Other two were also fun and playing hip-hop which I love, but it was something different. The place was too big and packed but I felt people in there weren't look happy and love music. It was what just I felt. But feelings are vital. Bar 13 has much better atmosphere. And think about how I got to the place. Meeting people means something. People you meet during trips always lead you somewhere or something you need. I really feel that and believe that. 

NEW YORK, NEW YORK

I finally finished work to do in January. It was a quite tough month. But it has finished now. The next plan is coming.

Going to New York★★★

YYYYes!! Finally!! It's a week trip for the first time going to there. So excited!! I have always dreamed it since I came across "Sex And The City".

Awesome series for girls! Every single girl who has watched the series must had empathized with Carry Bradshaw. I laughed with her and got hurt with her. She is a celebrity, but she feels like what every girls do. And I love the atmosphere in the series. Fabulous fashion, Girls talk, party in the city. I'd like to put my hand up and say "TAXI!!" with a cup of coffee in the other hand. I probably will :)

So now I'm considering what to bring to New York! I'm gonna fly in a week. I wonder how cold it is. Snowy? I guess I need some warm clothes. I should start packing. Let me get some motivation. Must listen to this.

 But here is another must song for New York.

Legend. Too cool. R.I.P. Tokona-X!

Heeey, What's up, New York!!

It is waiting for me. ...I Can't wait!!

A Day Woke Up A Bit Early

I woke up a bit earlier than usual. Normally I get up 1:00pm or later. But today it's 11:00am :) I should go to work earlier but blogging :D

I haven't written about my resolution of 2012 yet. So let me think about it... Actually, I had been thinking. I came up with some ideas and the main of it would be TO BE CONFIDENT.

I think I always care something too much. In a not very good way. I care what people think. But it doesn't really make things better, does it? I need to trust myself a bit more and shouldn't care what people say. I don't feel like I'm grown enough, but it's time to be a grown woman.

Other resolutions are like saving money, studying English and waking up early... it's pointless waking up early and blogging though :D But could it be a part of studying English? Hmm, yes, I guess so.

Anyways, I don't care what people saaaay♪ ....In a positive way!!

It's A Small World

My Canadian sister Joanna is leaving Japan.  Happy to meet new people, but it's so sad to see friends off. Especially when they live over the sea.

Another my friend Mai has gone to Italy a few days ago but it's different. I wasn't emotional at all because I know she'll be back. Since she's Japanese and her home is here. There is no guaranty though!

But seeing off someone who came from over the sea makes me so emotional. We might lose in touch, we might never see each other again. Of course I will not let it happen though still can't help thinking that.

This is a small world. Since we have the internet, Skype, facebook.... it's got smaller. Thank Steve Jobs or Bill Gates or whoever. We can keep in touch much easier. And I love travel around. Well,  the world is big enough to travel around :) So I guess should be happy for that I have my sister in Canada. So I will see her hopefully soon.

 I'll miss you so muuch!xoxo

Happy New Year 2012

New Year has just started!! New Year's Eve was awesome night.

First I went to eat shabu-shabu at Shabu-Shabu Taro with Jasmine and Mina. I love the company! We all have similar character. Our synchronizing rate is as high as Shinji and Evangelion Unit 01.lol

After dinner, we went to our favorite cafe "Ragslow". Great place for drinking, chatting, chillaxing! Girls talk to girls talk... Forget about troubles from 2011, be positive and be brand new for 2012!! Another year, another life! Yes!

And then my other good friends Jo-chan Jay-san and Yuri came. But the problem was there were 2 types of people who speaks only English and who speaks only Japanese and I speak Japanese and a bit of English. They are all my good friends but I felt there was a language barrier and maybe shyness too. I love both languages and of course both people but only if we had same language at that time it could be more fun. Or Could I do it better? Hmm, well, forget about last year!

Anyways, we went shrine for countdown and pray! I was same place for countdown last year. I am not very religious but praying for new year makes me feel very fresh!

And I bumped into TsubasaMr. and his friends! It was nice surprise. We consulted an oracle together and... I got 大吉 which is the BEST!!

Jasmine got exactly same one as me surprisingly and TsubasaMr. and Mina got so-so one. Great start of the year for me! Yey!!

Best Luck Sisters♡

After shrine, we went to Jasmine's place and I saw old friends there. It was surprise but fun!

I stole this pic from Jasmine's twitter. Her blog is Unzubella Blog ←Check it out!!

It was great start of the year 2012!! Wish this year will be filled with happiness and fun thing! Thank everyone!! I love you all!!

Lazy lazy lazy... Nooooo!!

It's difficult to keep up something. I really respect who write their blog everyday! I had 5 days off and I did nothing but chillaxing!!

I went to friends place, chatting, listening to music, eating... till morning and go to bed in the after noon life for 5 days!! Do you think it's wasting time? That's right! I think so too. But it's fun! Fun thing is the best in my life! Uh, I went to part time job for 3 days. Alright, then.

I have work tomorrow after 5 days off and I feel so lazy! Not good, not good. I should look forward to working tomorrow. Words have power!

Well,,, "Yeah! Finally I have work tomorrow! I have waited so long! Let's work! It's my pleasure! Yahooo!!" ....Done.

A New Life Brings A New Life

One of my friends have had the baby. A new life was born.

My friend Eri and I went to hospital to celebrate the birth of their first daughter. The new mother Amy is our friend since high school. At that time, we had never been able to imagine actually having a baby. But there she is. A new life.

When we came into the room, she was changing her baby's diaper with her happiest smile. There were her parents in the room and they were also with smile that can't be happier for their granddaughter. It was a great moment. We were so happy as well and said congrats.

Then Amy started talk about her childbirth story. I knew some for knowledge, but it's different to hear from my friend mouth. How pain, how long, and sweet story of her sweet husband during labor and the moment that the baby was born. Some were unbelievable, some were really touched. And it also showed how she changed. Her face turned into be a mother.

However, as for me, it's still unimaginable that I'm having a baby though reality is facing me. The reality means, I am 26 year-old, woman, some friends got married and some had baby... My grandma started asking me "When are you going to have a baby?". That's the reality.

But I consider that I don't, well, I can't have a baby yet. For the reason, I want to go to New York in a year for a year or so besides I want to travel around. There are many places that I want to visit, many things that I want to see. For another reason, I don't think I can really take care of my baby.  I don't think I can save money for diapers, quit smoking, drinking and clubbing at night what I like the best! In other words, I'm not ready to love my baby more than myself!

Do you think I'm lonely? But I mean, just not yet.

Having baby is a start of new life. A blessed new life into your life. It changes what you like, what you hate, and what you love means everything. I am not ready to change. I have something to do before the change. Though I don't know if I ever get ready. Not yet. But maybe someday.

Therefore I respect mothers! I wish Amy, her husband and her sweet little princess happiness in everyday!